Nullo - video 6

Oh, the only thing you need help with is just revelling in that permanent frustration.

After considering the surgery for the past 20 years, I finally have an appointment for the first proper half of my nullo journey coming up on the 13th of May. I say "first half" because I'm keeping my balls for now, and it's the rest that goes - it comes down to logistics, in that I only only want to have to go to an endocrinologist once everything's gone.

Two weeks ago, a friend suggested that I abruptly stop masturbating at all, not even touching, rubbing or edging. That way, I don't get the pleasure of a "last fap", but I also don't get to experience any regret, either. While I'll it that there's been a level of pent-up-ness and frustration, to me it's like living with a permanent dopamine hit, and I've found myself sinking further and further into my destined role as a pure submissive. Consider yourself very, very lucky!